Originally wrote some of this song for a project that was going to be called Highlander but then Ryan went to Ireland and we scrapped it, only to bring it back later for Sentry.
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If my life was worth living, would I ever have to question it?
I’m held back by pretense- my mind’s a graveyard of regret.
As I lay my head down to rest I feel a soreness in my ear from all the excuses I’d take.
Diagnosis, no relief, every answer I had was a mistake.
Don’t toss aside my silence- I want you to say I will fall.
I will fall. I will fall.
I’m not exposing myself to you, saying that I have weakness; that I don’t know the truth.
If my life was worth living, would I ever have to question it?
If I’m held back by pretense, my mind’s a graveyard of regret.
I am the Voice of Shattered Hymns.
I am the Harbinger of Sins.
Everything you thought you knew was a fallacy.
It never was the truth.
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